Alright, so, here is the 411 on me. I'm going to Texas for 5 days to see UpLinkBob <3. My best friend James. We are going to be doing tons of photography. A LARGE variety of photographs. Fashion. Nude. Emotional. Natural. Bodyscapes, the whole sha-bang. It will be a great time there because we are celebrating both of our birthdays. His is on the 9th, and mine is on the 15th. I turn 19 and he turns 21. So anyways, I've been really out of it lately. I was having a relationship but that went capoot after a month. I guess that teaches me to not date younger guys.

I've been hanging out with my ex boyfriend Alex more often now, and we've become extremely close. It wasn't like we weren't close before, but now it's really good. This is the peak of our friendship. I've known him for 2 years now, and today is his bday I'm going out with him later on after my class to celebrate it with him.

I'm moving back to Ft. Lauderdale in October because I can't take much more of St. Augustine. I feel like I'm stuck in one spot, and there is no creativity in my house. My dad is always having a fit, and pushing his negatitivty onto me. I'm not a negative person, and I react easily to vibes around. The only time I feel creative is when I'm around Alex. He is extremely artistic, always full of energy, and I actually laugh freely around him. There aren't many people here who can make me laugh like he can. I can actually be myself around him, and for that, I'm going to miss him a lot. We are going on a roadtrip together though. We'll be gone a little over a week to go down to Ft. Lauderdale. It will be a nice vacation for both of us. We are saving up money to go down there. I have 115 saved up right now, and we are both saving up 200$. Pretty much how it is between us, we never pay each other back because we always help each other out. If one of us doesn't have money, we help the other. Pretty much how it goes is that we share, care, and help each other out. He brought it up the other night that no one thought he would make it to 20. He's like "I have a band, a job, my own car, and I have you which is kind of like having a girlfriend." We still act like we're going out, yet there are no restrictions between us. We can do what we please, yet we don't do things infront of each other with other people. That's just how it goes. Unless one of us is in a relationship, we won't do it. When we're both single, it's like we're together, but it's more of a open relationship. We're just really close friends.

James is also an extremely good friend of mine. I haven't seen him since February. I can tell James a lot of things. I can tell Alex a lot of things, but I have a tendancy to tell James that little bit more. I'm really excited about going to Texas to see James. He's done so much for me, that I can't even begin to explain. I've never had a guy do so much for me. He always considers me, and at times, it scares me. I know it's real, but it's hard to believe because I've never seen such a big hearted human being before. Either way, I'm going to see him. I'm very happy about that Texas! Here I come! w00t!